July 2010
2 posts
:O
today i felt like lifting weights, so i fixed my weight set that had been broken for over a year. i completely forgot how awesome it feels to work out.
look out im in back in shape mode!!!!!
been a while since i last blogged, life is tough. all out of place, more than it usually is
i been sick for the past 2 days with a horrible case of fever, sore throat and dry cough. i have not eaten for 36 hours, even swallowing my own saliva is painfull.
and top it all of, last night i slept on the floor, and i woke up in my bed with one of my blankes. it just might be that im becoming a sleep...
May 2010
1 post
its funny how relationships turn out, and how some come back to you when their new relationship is going haywire. looks like things just got interesting when im playing the lover role again..
i can’t believe im going back to my old ways, yet i love the thrill and excitement behind it all.
April 2010
4 posts
nothing beats getting home after a bad 14 hour workday to find out you misplaced 500 dollars and have no recollection of where the hell you placed that money at!!
Fuuuuuuuuuuuucck!!
my body feels numb from over working... even an 8...
Luis the entreprenour
while im away from school, my brother and i will start a small business. its time to take risks, to begin new adventures, and to change our lifestyle.
;) a new adventure awaits me in the month of may!
im ready to take a step into the business world
16 hours.....
its 9 pm, i just got home from a 16 hour work day, for the third day. im exausted, my body feels numb. i can hardly keep my eyes open. for the 8 hours left in my day sleep sounds like a wonderful idea!
March 2010
1 post
WAking up at 4am with a 4.4 earthquake is not the...
February 2010
9 posts
in the face of reality
within my own mind, i justified my actions and my behavior. i was living in my own perfect world, yet everyone around me kept telling me otherwise. i refused to listen, i refuse to accept such accusations, it took a serious talk with my brother, the news of one of my grandmothers in her death bed and the tears of my father to realize that i have been living behind a mask all this time. i hid...
Valentines day rocked! my legs are still hurting after dancing 6 hours non-stop.
my dance partner was awesome,
Great day! love thursday=danza :D
ughh stupid phone!, hate it when it doesn't...
valentines :D
Going to dance on valentines with a group of neighbors, should be fun,
getting my clothes ready its ganna be a blast :D wooooo!
its time
to get some change done in me, i’ve finally got off an addiction i’ve had for years. its amazing what you and your mind can do from one day to another.
i tell myself
I am Amazing
I am wonderful
I can overcome anything
I can change
I can make a difference
But i must change my self first
I believe in myself, in my abilities to create positive change
with out a doubt i can step...
Baby Baby Baby ohh, Baby Baby Baby noo, Baby i'd...
Fringe is facking awesome!
blah!
i can’t find a job, bills are piling up, my brother and i are planning to start a business with the last of our savings. we might make the final decision today if were moving forward or not. my father in unemployed. i don’t have money to take women out on a date =/. i’ve had to turn down several women… sigh…
What the Fuck is my life turning into,i feel so useless...
January 2010
2 posts
if only..
i could tell some one everything about mylife, and all im going through
What now?
these past months or weeks have been hell, everything came crumbling down, as always nothing goes according to plan, but manages to get even worse. im scared, angered, frustrated, so many feelings of uncertainty. i can’t focus on the present of the future, i can’t even see what tommorow will look like, yet i know it might be even worse than today.
im forced to take a LOA from school...
December 2009
3 posts
These past weeks
have been intense at this point i don’t care about anything i just want to enjoy life
if i could major as a professional procrastinator...
November 2009
11 posts
its saturday and i have to clean the house….
i've had a bad case of hiccups for 12 hours now.....
500 dollars spent in 4 hours... horrible day
saturday=epic failure
my so called date, really pissed me off…there is a 99% chace i will never ask her out again. after watching the 2010 movie, we were going to watch paranola activity, then my “date” got a call from her room mate, aparently they were going out somewhere tonight with her friends and shit. i was upset, infact infuriated as hell. however im not the type of individual who will express...
-4 and +1 kind of day
(-1) had a midterm today and only had one day to study..
(-1) i got kicked in soccer on my ankle and it got swollen
(-1) i got a C in my global politics midterm
(-1) i dropped my friends iphone and she hates me now..
(+1) im going on a date this weekend with a woman i like ^_^
y have a cell phone if ur not going to answer...
i lend my book to a friend on friday to study since the book store ran out. its sunday, i want my book
and she does not answer after 10+ phone calls!!!. shit like this really pisses me off.
im never lending anything to her EVER AGAIN!
me out of energy???
my never ending supply of energy died today, ive never felt so tired in my life. it might have been that i been working 8 hours a day and school and on top of that study groups on any free time. im completely drained, i had to walk out on my friend and our study group, i barely have enough energy to keep my eyes open…
:)
so im interested in this woman i’ve been seeing in one of the student organizations, she has a nice smile and all. today i had a nice conversation with her. then i dragged her out of that meeting place for a one on one talk, and i don’t think the library is a good place xD. i just had to pick up a book and some videos hahahha
ill be seeing her this sunday for a meeting of mecha, and...
Last Night
i was at a study group at a friend’s house, as always i arrive exactly on time. everyone was 1 hour late…. for an hour i spent an awkward moment with my classmate and her husband. on a good note i watched the laker game ;D
after my other classmates arrived we hit the midterm study guide, and the night turned out to be incredibly fun. all that aside, there was this one woman who i...
When i see you i feel happy
When i don’t i feel gloomy
Every Day
Every hour
Every minute
Every second
At any time
Day or Night
I think of You
sometimes what you desire the most, is farther...
October 2009
21 posts
omg i just found another itchy spot on my right leg!!!!
the same kind as my ankle!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i just remmembered that someone stole my pad lock from my empty locker…
why would someone take a pad lock, whose combination is unknown?
gahhh now i have to buy a new one today!
wtf!!!
i woke up and i have the red bite marks on my left leg 0_o.
well their not bite marks really, more like itchy blisters, but their not. ther’s 3 around my ankle aligned perfectly around, and their itchy!!!
i wonder if i ate something im alergic to….
i know from fifty yards away; shes the 100%...
its official a 4th person....
in this world, pisses me hell out of me. ive know this person for 6+years and now hes in my blacklist.
horrible day today!!
so unexpected
last night i had one of those sexual erotic dreams, and my best friend was in it. i have no idea h ow we ended up in the elevator having sex. i woke up with a massive erection and ill never be able to look at my best friend in the eye during an elevator trip xD. it may be that i secretely like her, but im uncertain if i want to make her my partner and lose my best friend. for the time being her...
what a weekend, i still can't believe all the...
the things i get dragged into
so my brother and his wife brought 4 tickets for some fancy dinner/dance which my parents are attending as well. they got a free ticket, and now im being dragged along, i could not invite anyone since im broke =/. so well see what happens tonight, maybe it will turn out to be a good night if there are singles at the dinner/dance thing. though i been warned its for mature couples…
Im confident that...
i’m finally achieving maturity by my own standards, my perspective of life has slightly shifted, in which then lens i’ve perceived life with have expanded. i finally realized the meaning of my life and the goals i want to achieve, how i will accomplish them and where to begin. (within myself first).
im striving to make a difference in this world, a difference in one individual, in one...
once an activist always an activist
for the last 2+ years ive stayed in a dormant state, meaning no activist involvement with any organization. i tend to get too passionate sometimes and become a radical. yet i recently found my way back in MECHA of CSULA. i’ve rejoined the struggle and cause. the past emotions, and experiences slowly come back, the passion to make a difference grows even stronger. i see a withering and weak...
if only everyday could be like today
norwegian wood!
i should be picking it up today from the library, its finally here!!!
it will tough to study and avoid reading the book!
heheh and thats a new experience for me :P
the endless stories
i just noticed, that i have endless stories to tell people, and i claim to have bab memory yet remmember all these experiences to the most miniscule detail.
The cathedral and the Beautiful singing woman!
so i went to the cathedral on sunday for mass. although im not a huge fan of religion, i actually enjoy going there because of the chorus and that beautiful and magnificent woman that sings. her voice is just plain beautiful, almost an angel like voice echo’s through out the beatifully decored cathedral. as i watch her sing through out the mass, through were only seats apart, it feels like...
The ex- and the Nightmare
two nights ago, i had the most horrible dream and my ex just happened to be in it…
that same day, we were going to meet up, at CSULA since we have not been in contact for a long period of time. however that never happened